Another Wreck.. That AGAIN was NOT MY FAULT.. I'm so mad

I SO COULD SEVERLY HURT SOMEONE RIGHT NOW.. UGHH, IM MISERABLE..

Current mood: evil

OKAY GUYS I GOT TO BITCH,, DAMNIT, SHIT, IM PISSED...

OKAY MOST OF YOU KNOW THREE OR FOUR WEEKS AGO I WAS OUT RIDING BY MYSELF AS I OFTEN DO BECAUSE I LOVE TO RIDE.. RIDING IS MY RELEASE, ITS MY FREEDOM, IT MAKES ME FEEL FREE, DESTRESS, HAVE FUN, AND LITERALLY CAN CHANGE MY MOOD FROM READY TO HURT SOMEONE TO A COMPLETE SMILE IN SECONDS, TO SAY I LOVE RIDING IS A UNDERSTATEMNET,, RIDING IS WHAT HAS KEPT ME GOING OVER THIS PAST YR OF HARD TIMES.. MY BROTHER GETTING  CANCER, MY MOTHER IN LAW WHO LIVES W ME PASSING AWAY, SERIOUS FAMILY PROBS, LOSING MY JOB AND THE REAL ESTATE MARKET CRASHING, AND MANY MORE INCLUDING MY OWN SON GETTING REALLY SICK NOT BUT A FEW WEEKS AGO. IT SEEMS LIKE IT HAS BEEN ONE THING AFTER ANOTHER.. AND MY BIKE HAS KEPT ME SANE..... LOL SO

SO BACK TO THE STORY I WAS OUT RIDING ALMOST HOME BEAUTIFUL DAY SUNNY HAD MY MP3 PLAYER JAMMING IN MY EARS ROCKIN OUT HAVING A GREAT TIME, I WAS ON GALLILLEE CHURCH RD IF ANY OF YOU KNOW WHERE IT IS AFTER THE BRIDGE THE CURVE THAT GOES ON FOREVER AND IS A BLIND CURVE, BUT THANKFULLY MY ROAD I TURN ON IS IN THE MIDDLE OF THE CURVE SO INSTEAD OF LAYING INTO THE CURVE GOING WIDE OPEN I HAD SLOWED DOWN BECAUSE I WAS GETTING READY TO TURN AND WAS ALL THE WAY DOWN TO 3RD GEAR ALREADY WHEN I SAW IT COMING, A BLACK MUSTANG RUNNING GOD AT LEAST 70 OR FASTER COMPLETELY ON MY SIDE OF THE RD, I DONT MEAN OVER THE LINE A LITTLE HE HAD TAKEN THE CURVE ON THE INSIDE FOR GRIP AND WAS ON MY SIDE COMPLETLEY. I ONLY HAD SECONDS TO THINK, AT FIRST I THOUGHT OF SWERVING TO HIS LANE LEFT BUT THEN I THOUGHT HE WOULD SURELY SWERVE TO MISS ME AND THEN HE WOULD HIT ME HEAD ON SO I LOOKED TO MY RIGHT AND THERE IS ABOUT A 8FT HUGE GRASSY EMBANKMENT, IT WAS EITHER HIT THIS ASSHOLE HEAD ON OR TAKE ER TO THE DITCH, SO OF COURSE I LEANED RIGHT, FELT MY FRONT TIRE GO OFF THE EDGE OF THE ROAD WHEN IT DID IT LAYED DOWN COMPLELEY ON THE RT SIDE SLIDING WITH ME ON IT, I REMEMBER LOOKING BACK THE MUSTANG NEVER SWERVED NOT ONE BIT, AND ALL I SAW WAS A LARGE PINSTRIP GREY DOWN THE SIDE AND I NOTICED IT WAS A JACKSON CO TAG. SOMEHOW I CAME LOOSE FROM THE BIKE LANDED ON MY BACK ON THE OTHER SIDE OF DITCH AND MY BIKE FLIPPED OVER AND LANDED ON MY LEGS, REMARKEBLY NO MAJOR DAMAGE TO BIKE I TOOK BRUNT OF IMPACT , IT APPARENTLY KNOCKED ME OUT FOR A FEW SECOND SINCE IT  TORE MY HELMET OFF , THERE WAS A TRUCK WITH TWO GUYS FOLLOWING CLOSE BEHIND THAT STOPPED DROPPED OFF THE PASSENGERS AND DRIVER AND GUY COMING THE OTHER WAY TOOK OFF CHASING DOWN MUSTANG BUT HE WAS LONG GONE, THEY BOTH CAME BACK, I WOKE UP TO A STRANGER SAYING " HOLY SHIT ARE YOU ALRIGHT? DAMN THAT GUY TRIED TO KILL YOU",, I WASNT PAYING HIM ANY ATTENTION, LOL. I THINK I WAS STILL IN SHOCK I REMEMBER REACHING UP CAUSE SOMEHOW MY HELMET WHICH YALL KNOW I USUALLY WEAR A FULL FACE BUT IT WAS SO PRETTY I DIDNT THAT DAY , HAD CAME COMPLETLEY OFF MY HEAD AND THE CHIN STRAP WAS LAYING ACROSS MY FOREHEAD, I JERKED IT OFF MY FOREHEAD, CUSSED A LIL. THE GUYS GOT MY BIKE OUT OF DITCH, I CHECKED HER OUT, STARTED PICKING UP MY SHIT THAT HAD SCATTERED ALL OVER THE PLACE OUT OF MY TANK BAG, WALLET, MP3PLAYER, EVERYTHING, BY THIS TIME I HAD TRAFFIC BACKED UP FOREVER AND ALL I COULD THINK WAS I WANT TO GO HOME. I WAS ONLY A MILE FROM HOUSE, I CRANKED HER UP. ONE OF THE MANY GUYS SAID" YOU CANT LEAVE THE POLICE ARE ON THE WAY, THAT GUY ABOUT KILLED YOU, AND YOUR BLEEDIN MAM AND CAN HARDLY WALK". I SAID IM FINE, AND FOR SOME REASON LEFT THEM STANDED THERE BEWILDERED LOL. DONT KNOW WHY THEIR

 CRAZY ASSES DIDNT STOP ME HAHA,

 DROVE HOME PARKED THE BIKE WALKED IN THE HOUSE MY 9 YR OLD SAW BLOOD AND SAID ARE YOU ALRIGHT, I REMEMBER SAYING NO. AND THEN I PASSED OUT AGAIN IN FLOOR.. I KNOW LONG STORY, IM BORED, HAHA, AT ER I TOLD THEM MY LOWER BACK WAS HURTING AND BOTH KNEES BUT MAINLY MY RIGHT WAS KILLING ME, WHICH THE LEFT I THOUGH WAS JUST HURTING FROM THE BRUISING ALREADY COMING ALL OVER ME AND FROM THE LIL BIKE INCIDENT IN PREVIOUS BLOG AT THE TAT STUDIO CLOSING WHEN IDIOT STEPPED OUT IN FRONT OF ME IN DARK MADE ME LAY IT DOWN AND MY LEG GOT HUNG UNDER BIKE FOR LONG TIME, SO THEY RELEASED ME SAY IVE GOT A TORN ACL IN MY RIGHT KNEE AND TORN LIGAMENTS IN MY BACK AND GO TO ORTHOPEDIC DR.. OKAY I HATE HOSPITALS AND DRS, SO I DIDNT GO..PUT IT OFF, TOOK THE IMMOBILIZER OFF MY RGHT LEG AND PUT THE BRACE I HAD BEEN STUCK IN FROM MY PREVIOUS LEFT LEG TEAR ON THE RIGHT LEG AND WENT ABOUT MY BUSINESS... THE PAIN KEPT GETTING WORSE AND I GOT MORE HARD HEADED AND TOLD MYSELF IT TOO WILL PASS LOL.. UNTIL A WEEK AGO TODAY,, THE SHIT HIT THE FAN SO TO SPEAK. I WAS GETTING READY FOR MY FIRST RIDE SINCE WRECK, FELT READY MY KNEE FELT STABLE ENOUGH I HAD PRACTICED HOLDING BIKE UP WITH BRACE ON IT FELT STABLE SO I WAS GOING AND COULD NOT WAIT TO MEET UP WITH PAULA, LISA AND ALL THE GANG FOR A RIDE OVER BLOOD MTN, I WAS LAYING HERE AND THOUGHT I WOULD GET UP TO GO CLEAN MY HELMET AND AS I STOOD UP ABOUT 8PM IT WAS SNAP CRACKLE POP. AND MY ASS HIT THE FLOOR HARD, AND TOO MY SURPRISE, IT WASNT MY RIGHT KNEE MY LEFT KNEE HAD JUST BLEW OUT ON ME AND I WAS LAYING ON FLOOR SCREAMING BLOODY MURDER. AFTER COUPLE HRS OF HARD HEADED ARGUING I HAD SURPASED MY PAIN THRESHOLD WAY BACK WHEN I FELL I RELUCTANLTY HEADED OFF TO ER AGAIN, GOT A COUPLE PAIN SHOTS, XRAYS AND WAS TOLD AGAIN GET MY ASS TO ORTHOPEDIC DR.. NOW IM IN A LEFT KNEE IMOBLIZR AND BRACE ON RIGHT KNEE AND THERE WASNT ANY TAKING THIS ONE OFF OR I WOULD FALL. IT WAS F... UP.. SO TUES WENT TO DR, AFTER MRI'S MY LEFT KNEE HAS A COMPLETLEY DETACHED ACL, MY RIGHT KNEE HAS A TORN ACL, WITH TORN LATERAL AND BILATERAL MINUSCUS, AND THE BOTH HURT LIKE A MOTHER FU,,,,,, . LOL. I HAVE TO GO BACK THE 19TH FOR ADDITIONAL MRI SHOTS TO SEE WHAT NEEDS OPERATED ON FIRST, ME I WISH THEY WOULD DO IT ALL AT ONCE AND GET IT OVER WITH, WHO WANTS A SURGERY WITH WEEKS OF PHYSICAL THERAP THEN HAVE TO DO IT ALL OVER AGAIN BUT APPARNELTY ITS NOT POSSIBLE TO DO BOTH AT SAME TIME CAUSE YOU CANT WALK LOL.. WELL HELL IM NOT DOING A GREAT JOB AT WALKING NOW AM I/?? LMAO.. IM JUST PISSED AND MISERABLE.. I CAN HARDLY GET DOWN THE STAIRS FROM MY BEDRROM TO THE HOUSE, ITS EXCRUICIATING PAIN,, AND I SO WANT TO GO RIDE,, ITS BEEN FOUR WEEKS NOW, BUT I KNOW IF I CANT HOLD MYSELF UP GOOD THERE IS NO WAY IN HELL I CAN HOLD UP A 700+LB BIKE, I EVEN THOUGHT ABOUT PUTTING ON MY SMALL BRACES WITHOUT METAL THEN WRAPPING MY KNEES WITH DUCK TAPE??? THINK THAT WOULD SUPPORT THEM ENOUGH FOR ME TO RIDE?? LOL. CAUSE IM REALLY GOING FREAKING NUTS STUCK IN THE HOUSE..

SO MY TITLE I COULD REALLY HURT SOMEBODY,, IF YOU SEE A BLACK MUSTANG WITH A GREY PINSTRIP DOWN THE SIDE WITH A DUDE WITH DARK HAIR AND A JACKSON COUNTY TAG, UP A TREE OR IN A DITCH,, SHHHHH, MY EXPEDITION HAD NO PART OF IT,, LOL..WHAT I WOULD REALLY LIKE TO DO. IS GET A SLEDGEHAMMER AND WACK THE SON OF A BITCH IN BOTH KNEES LET HIM SEE HOW IT FEELS.. BASTARD.. SO IF BY ANY CHANCE ANY OF YOU KNOW WHO THIS DUDE IS,, YOU TELL HIM I WILL NEVER GIVE UP. WHEN I GET BETTER, I WILL MAKE IT A MISSION TO RIDE EVERY ROAD IN JACKSON CO TILL I FIND HIS CAR.... AND GOD HELP YOU WHEN I DO YOU PRICK..

                                  Nice huh? thats what lips look like after your teeth go through your lip.. lol